NYC DEC. 1ST, perhaps?

yeah we're discussing it. i miss it so much i'm about to be insane and drive ten hours for a walk. i'm about to be locked up for this, hah hah. oh well. it's been quite some time since chicago (okay so not even a month, i just can't let go yet!!). by the way, chicago was an epic mess. i'm not sure if i've written since then. but lets just say, dance party, fourth row, isaac's side. we ended up like second row by the encore.....pretty sure he thought the ten or so of us were having seizures. not to mention almost laid out diana ON ACCIDENT, HAHA. oops, sorry. :(

oh by the way, drink your O.J. i've had the worst cold for the last week, it's been rough times.

CRANBERRY JUICE, GROSS.

unless it has either vodka or malibu in it, i should say. i've been drinking this shit all day because i do believe i had a kidney infection. how i end up this sick after a few shows is beyond me but i'm too busy and poor to go to the doctors. they'll tell me to drink lots of fluids, rest it up, and i'll pay them $40 for that useless information. i don't need ten years of schooling to tell myself that. GET REAL HEALTHCARE, GET REAL.

so, apologies to anyone i've come in contact with in the last two weeks. you will all probably be sick eventually and it's ass kicking, stock up on tylenol cold pills, water, gatorade, and actually, salty chips help scrape the nasty buildup off your throat. sorry for that visual but i can actually swallow now!! i've called off THREE days in the last two weeks. i'm about to be dead in a coffin.

sob, i still want to die.