end of summer :(

finally home from up north. well, finally isn't the word. i wanted to stay but my sister decided to be a douche and said she wouldn't work for me tomorrow, then texted us AFTER we packed the car up saying someone could. whatever. a nice sleep in my bed won't hurt since i was shoved on an air mattress and woke up freezing cold friday and saturday nights.

we came home with this:



oh yeah. that's riley. b wanted to name her mia but riley is much cuter.

PSYCHE!

tour is so on. thank god. i made a shit ton of jewelry (pearl im
making yours tonight, measure your wrist for me!). plus im just excited
LOL. i had a dream, dear god i woke up sobbing with laughter. we had
some m&g thing, but it was totally like something out of tta-era, a
table, three band members, and terrible 8x10 pictures. i go up to
taylor and im like "hey taylor, excited for tour? we sure are!!" i
don't know, the creepy dreams need to end.

last night i sliced my finger open. right below my nail, where your
nail bed meets the skin. it bled for like three hours, through TWO
bandaids. I'd take a pic but i just put a bandaid back on it. UGH MY
LUCK I SWEAR.

but yay tour and up north this weekend.

throw up the peace sign

ahhh two more days and then i'll be up north for the weekend. i need to make a list of things to do before i leave (um like pack tonight, tomorrow is thursday and as soon as i'm off friday i have to rush home and shower). i haven't been up north in a long time so i'm really excited. i'm seriously going to lay in a hammock and do nooothing all weekend. except play with jacob & kaitlyn if they come (my cousins, they're 1 & 3). i just don't want to work the next two days.

oh sad, our tour plans are possibly on hold. but HOPEFULLY not. i have my fingers crossed, lol. i need to get out of the state for awhile. tulsa seemed so long ago. it was only a month! i had a blast that weekend, too bad i'm not going back for the show.

note to self:
*charge camera batteries
*empty memory cards
*PACK!!!
*organize jewelry stuff i'm taking
*make tiff & i cookies
*clean room up
*wash blanket

i want

someone to call me and sing me 'calling you' by blue october. i'm serious, HAHAHAHA. it's such a creepy boyf/girlf song. and i'm all about it. i need to make this happen

by the way went on a jewelry making spree. just in time for tour. we're going to be ballas.

(like my sexy shamrock jammies?)


(my head hurt after this one)


(<333)


(for my best friend, duh)

AND I'LL BE DOING MORE TONIGHT. help me, i've gone insane.

insanity

i out tulsa'd myself. no really. i was face down, passed out drunk last night and i'm so ashamed. i got the best text this morning as i was curled up, fetal position, on the bathroom floor. it simply said DEAD.

oh yeah it was that bad.

but w/e i had fun, made some jewelry (MMMM EIFEL TOWER NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!).

i'm going to light myself on fire.

i kissed a girl...

JUUUST KIDDING. i got my fingers on the ingram version of this and let me tell you, justin moore, i love you even more now. this, plus with you times REHAB equals death of me.

so this wii fit business is serious. i am EXHAUSTED. i worked out for 30 minutes last night and about 35 today. lunges will be the death of me. i'm mastered the warrior position in yoga though. i got yoga master (4 stars? i think). tomorrow i need to wake up and work out, but weigh myself later in the evening since i work all day during the week, it "recommended" i should be consistent. my video games lecture me. I LOVE IT.

i'm currently waiting on jillian. um, nearly just typed it WEIGHTING. who am i today? my brain is not where it should be that's fo sho. we're heading to TNT's, some bar on 15 mile to meet bret michaels? who does that? honestly my life is ridic.

i am done. i'm spent. i'm ready for bed after a few drinks.

apparently

i think im thans today. scarf, neklaces, vneck.

yeah random.

i made a new necklace before jillian picked me up, it's just hemp with a
bead that has a red ribbon on it. nothing special but im addicting to
necklaces. is it tour so i can get away with wearing all these things?
(i can't at work, GAYYYY).

w/e im meeting bret michaels tonight. im kinda exciting.

lazy saturdays

today i'm going out with jillian & sarah to meet bret michaels at some bar tonight. LOL I KNOW RIGHT? i'm excited, haha. i haven't gone out to the bar since that sunday in tulsa. ugh. needless to say i need a night out. i'm broke as fuck but i'll take my flask with me. that makes me sound like such an alcoholic.

by the way, sam is doing a lot better. she has doggie pain killers and she's actually WALKING on it now, so yay. my baby is okay for right now.

i messed around on wii fit last night and unlocked a few yoga poses and strength ones. i love it. i need to go get my time in really quick and get myself weighed. i was up a pound last night, lmao. what the hell.

wii fit

holy hell, i just worked out for half an hour mostly with the yoga stuff
and i am sore as HELL.

ill have a nice body for the rock boat in no time though, as long as i
do it daily.

A GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY

my grandma picked us up a wii fit from costco, holy hell. hopefully today doesn't end up so shitty so i can play it later without sobbing.

thug life.

i just saw pineapple express with alyssa & ashley. let me tell you. i haven't laughed that hard since step brothers. OKAY TWO WEEKS AGO JESUS. i also bought this hideous tote bag from forever 21. i can't wait to use it as my purse, YESSS.

oh james franco as a dirty...stoner...was oddly hot.

FUCK THE POLICE. how does he know my life? it's like stl all over again. possibly going to vanessa carlton tomorrow? HOLLA.

by the way....

vegan veggie burgers are amazing.

so is veggie chili.

why did i wait so long to do this? oh yeah, almost two months!!!

busy busy busy weekend

first of all, i need to start off with:

SOMEONE STOLE A 40 POUND BIRDHOUSE FROM MY PORCH THIS WEEKEND. yeah i don't know when it happened, sometime between friday night and this morning. my dad made it and it was on this gorgeous pedestal too. needless to say i am upset. :(

i spent a few days this week painting. yeah i wish i could ARTISTICALLY paint, yeah right. i paint signs my dad makes for his craft shows. i do it all the time, it's not bad, i get paid for each sign i paint (but now it's going to the brakes he just did on my car, because i drove off the road and ripped my brake line out i think, lmao).

(i'm sometimes good)

(paint on me for dayyyyys)

(want custom signs? hit me up, no lie)

soooooo i spent the last two days up in lexington, dad did a craft show up that way. it went REALLY well. i had fun hanging out with my...third cousins? it's my mom's cousin's daughter. it was fun. we played volleyball and went swimming in lake huron. the waves almost KILLED me. not to mention i wasn't wearing my own bathing suit so pre-water, i was already swimming in it. :(
(lake huron)

(94 pre-construction)

(ARGHHHH)

(blue water bridge<3)

i'm not ready to return to work tomorrow, but yay next weekend i might be in kalamazoo for the ribfest with my gparents, aunt, uncle, and cousin (minus the ribs since i don't eat meat....). have a good week, guys.