recovered

ugh i feel worlds better. i've also stopped drinking caffeine. i haven't had it in three days. i've been drinking strictly water and cranberry juice. oh, which is gross unless you mix it with rum or vodka. i haven't drank since...cleveland. my life is rough. i've become addicted to mac'n'cheese (thank god i'm not vegan!). ROUGH TIMES, FO SHO.

i have to be up at 8 a.m. to do a show with my mom tomorrow. i'll spend all day making jewelry for my lovers and e-mailing half my phonebook because i'll be bored. so you better leave me your e-mails, i'll harass you too.

i'm so glad i'm feeling better. i don't feel like i'm going to infect the entire population of SCS with my disease. I CAN LEAVE THE HOUSE YAY.

i love jesse mccartney

i'm being serious. that reminds me of the time emily k, margo, jillian, and i went to ST. PAUL to see him because hanson wasn't touring. i think that was early '05 we did that, HAHA. wow we were intense. it was fun though. if he tours again i'm so going.

i've been busy this weekend. puppy has kept me on my toes!! she's so funny, too. she's napping right now so i might take a quick nap too. sam & her played outside yesterday, i should have videoed it, OMG SO FUNNY. riley would go lay down and sam would bark and she would get up and chase her more. i went to the bead store with my mom & grandma yesterday and this is what i came out with:

(inside joke LOL)

(the twilight fan in me, sorry :/ )


(St. Christopher is the patron saint of travelers and hi, music note, what do i do all the time?)

i also made some great divide bracelets, they're red and have HOPE ribbons on them. i'm doing a craft show next weekend and i hope to sell a few. if i do, i'm donating whatever i make from those. i was thinking $10. that's not too ridiculous is it? if you want one, holla. i need to go get more hope ribbons but then i'm cool.
(this is what they look like, but i can make a pink one for breast cancer too, or any other color)

yes, almost tour. i'm chopping all my hair off too, SCORE.

i want

someone to call me and sing me 'calling you' by blue october. i'm serious, HAHAHAHA. it's such a creepy boyf/girlf song. and i'm all about it. i need to make this happen

by the way went on a jewelry making spree. just in time for tour. we're going to be ballas.

(like my sexy shamrock jammies?)


(my head hurt after this one)


(<333)


(for my best friend, duh)

AND I'LL BE DOING MORE TONIGHT. help me, i've gone insane.

insanity

i out tulsa'd myself. no really. i was face down, passed out drunk last night and i'm so ashamed. i got the best text this morning as i was curled up, fetal position, on the bathroom floor. it simply said DEAD.

oh yeah it was that bad.

but w/e i had fun, made some jewelry (MMMM EIFEL TOWER NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!).

i'm going to light myself on fire.